Emmett is struggling again. Really struggling. It is painful to watch, and I can't help but wonder if it's my fault. After all, I did just desert him for several months of selfish treatment. I always worry about Clay with him, but perhaps I am the problem. Now that I am home he is acting out again, at school, at home. Or maybe the time of year? Whatever the reason, we are back on the school's radar and I just feel like recipient of the worst parent of the year award for the second year in a row. I know, it's not about me.
It is so sad to watch him melt down, get angry, throw things. He is obviously hurting. Am I hurting him? Not about me, I know, but if I am the cause maybe I need to change or leave or do something differently so he can be the happy wonderful kid he is inside. I know he needs further evaluation, but I am not even sure how or where or what. He just needs help and I DO know that I have to get that for him.
God, please help him. Help me, help him. Help us, help him.
Emmett, I love you and hate to see you struggle so.....
It is so sad to watch him melt down, get angry, throw things. He is obviously hurting. Am I hurting him? Not about me, I know, but if I am the cause maybe I need to change or leave or do something differently so he can be the happy wonderful kid he is inside. I know he needs further evaluation, but I am not even sure how or where or what. He just needs help and I DO know that I have to get that for him.
God, please help him. Help me, help him. Help us, help him.
Emmett, I love you and hate to see you struggle so.....
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