Tomorrow I go to see Dr. R. to discuss my potential return to work. Sue said earlier in the week that she was against my returning so fast, even part time, Amy concurred though with less vigor. They were both going to discuss with Dr. R. I am unsure how I feel about it....
pulled in different directions
an all too familiar feeling
upholding duty, passion
holding up my body and spirit
clinging to security
letting go and letting God
undeniable work ethic
self-defeating behaviors
structure and distraction
fragmented me
sliding down the icy mountain freely
making the trek slow with crampons and equipment strapped to my back
time to spare
time to heal
uplifting competence and confidence
sitting, sinking in emotions
moving on, soaring forward
moving on, trudging through the muck
risking everything to prove my determination
my determination is everything and proves nothing
pulled in different directions
an all too familiar feeling
upholding duty, passion
holding up my body and spirit
clinging to security
letting go and letting God
undeniable work ethic
self-defeating behaviors
structure and distraction
fragmented me
sliding down the icy mountain freely
making the trek slow with crampons and equipment strapped to my back
time to spare
time to heal
uplifting competence and confidence
sitting, sinking in emotions
moving on, soaring forward
moving on, trudging through the muck
risking everything to prove my determination
my determination is everything and proves nothing
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